i am lost i just don't know what to do my father was my best friend and when he die my whole world came crashing down so what is a girl like me to do.i feel like a grown woman but i am still that little girl who is lost.and i am just trying to find myself my father was the best thing that ever happened to me but when we layed him to rest that's when my heart fell apart and things will never be the same.some times i can even say his name without feeling all that pain,but to me i am still lost yes i have my mom and my kids.but it's just not the same as having my father near or just to say my angel things will be ok.so for now i sm still lost i just hope and pray to find myself before it's to late.but i know things will be alright because my father is watching over me.