From the very first time I saw your face I knew it had to be fate.
I had to ask myself over and over why I can’t think straight.
Every thought I had in my head were only my thoughts of you.
I can’t think straight but it sure felt great I knew not what to do.

I’m challenging myself in life to find a love that’s right.
But givin my track record in relationships I can’t take loving lite.
I’m trying not to fall apart but no matter how hard I try.
I slip right back into depression and all I can do is cry.

I’m praying to grab a lease on life to help me understand.
Yet everytime I grab at love there’s nothing in my hand.
An emptiness comes over me it’s hard for me to explain.
It’s filled with the hate and longevity that goes along with pain.

I’ve always felt that I lost something that eluded me so long.
But why can’t I find a true love what am I doing wrong.
Then every time I think I’ve found true love it comes to little to late.
I guess that’s why I’m all a lone and the reason I can’t think straight.