Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I had never met you.
Always wondering what you are doing and constantly calling you.
Dealing with your cheating and dishonesty, seemed like I owed you many apologys when it was you who close-minded "Being" robbed me.
Never had I felt such shame, felt all the blame, lived in a world where not a soul was by my side but accused my name. I stood by your side when things were going rough. I loved you with my heart that was considered "tough". I gave you many a chance but forever we lost the romance. Took you back like a fool I grew out of being, seen your ways and couldnt believe what I was seeing. I heard your words and all seemed like de-ja vu. What I was dealing with, I put myself through. I forgive you, yes I do! I learned my lesson messing with fools like you. Thank you for teaching me the ways. Take you back, I forgot how to these days. Without you, I wouldnt have learned, but felt the flames of a fool burned.