I Have Never Felt So Alone

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I Have Never Felt So Alone

Unwanted
Unloved

Unknown


Heart broken
Tears flowing

Alone


Memories of her...
...silenced laughter

Pain
Suffering

Longing to be near her


Perfect beauty
Her eyes
Her lips

Perfectly sexy
Her legs
Her hips


Touch an angel
Kiss her softly

Love an angel
Lay with her passionately

Be one with an angel
Deep inside her


Care for an angel
Protect and
Provide for her

But alas
Her heart belongs
To another

Memories
Dreams
Moments together

Now frozen in time

Darkness sets in...
so cold

She's nowhere near
My heart broken
Sadness...

I have never felt so alone

But, she's happy now
I wish her nothing but the best
I love her so very much

All I want, is for her to be happy.

Goodbye, my love
I'll never forget you...

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brokenhearted11 commented on I Have Never Felt So Alone

12-10-2010

i like how you take all aspects of love and relate to them in one poem. the physical, mental, emotional, and imaginary parts of love are each important adn i can see their significance in the write. good job on this one, i also like how its rather choppy and random. sounds like my brain xP keep writing!

ApaqRasgirl commented on I Have Never Felt So Alone

10-26-2010

wow, that was wonderful dear but so sad for you as well. I do so hope that you have another angel in your life to love as you have so very much love in your heart to share. your words say it all........thanks for sharing........love asha

angelchaser

10/28/2010

thank you sweetheart. Actually, my angel from "the dress" is still in my life:) and I couldn't be happier

carynontherhine commented on I Have Never Felt So Alone

10-25-2010

Wow Angel, what a write and a definite punch to my heart at the end. "I'll never forget you..." Superbly written by a pen engraved love on it. Beautiful because of its contents, memorable by the love and a heart breaking, you give her an endearment in the end wishing her the best. How utterly kind and selfless of you! I loved it and thanks for sharing. Hugz

lunamarie commented on I Have Never Felt So Alone

10-24-2010

Oooohhhh ... Ohhhhhh ... Hhmmmm ... Awwwww ... Giggle! ............

abuelita1 commented on I Have Never Felt So Alone

10-24-2010

Oh,I loved this. Truly remarkable. Great write. Thanks for sharing.

When power leads man towards arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.

John F. Kennedy (1917-1963) Thirty-fifth President of the USA

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