I have walked

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    I have walked

    I have walked this life alone feeling every moment I was out of control my mind confused with things of the past my heart racing very fast every decision I have ever had led me down another path at times lost and confused not knowing what road to take some led me into the lake in I went deep in the watery grave I went not knowing if I will ever return again this water is so deep I don’t know how to swim to the depths of the lake I go looking up from the bottom you see to a world I don’t even know I will stay here awhile to see if I return to a world that I once new to home I go no one around confused in my head should I leave town to a place of peace if it can be found thats why I’m looking in a far away town hoping it is there what I need to get me going again to get me off my knees to walk again and laugh and sing getting out of this gloomy place I will never win.

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    jdaflash commented on I have walked

    10-19-2009

    I also fear a watery grave at times but continue to swim and boat, pushing the limits until I know I can contrrol my space and time.

    A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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