I sit here and wait

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I sit here and wait

I sit here and wait,
I wait for a sign or a break,
A way to disappear from this place...

Day after day i sit here and wait,
I am forced to keep looking at my ugly face,
I am waiting for a huge earthquake!!!!

I am on the edge and i can't keep waiting for nothing,
For hopes and dreams exploding, changes to be be made,
Decisions to unfold, I need a better life if I gotta keep going...

I am standing here alone broken, beaten and freezing cold,
Deep down i cry for help, but the devil is the only asshole who hears me,
I reach out to the angels; but instead Satan grabs ahold...

Day after day i sit here and wait on these burning flames of hell,
I look out the window for a new life to reveal itself,
But again here I am burning with anger and regret waiting for a life...

I am falling apart day by day struggling to win this race,
I am still hoping an Angel will rescue me from this place,
My body is getting weak although my soul remains strong,

I am being accused for all this wrong,
I sometimes wish I was living in a song,
My heart has more holes drilled into it as time travels along,

I am dwindling away right now as you read this,
I am at the end of my dying breath still waiting for a way out of this crisis,
I need a miracle to help me out of this bottomless pit...

I sit here and wait day after day after day after day,
Sadly I am to angry to pray or maybe even to proud to say,
I need God to help me put a smile on my face.........

I need God to bring happiness to my life,
To give me a family, a husband, a child, a chance to be a loving wife,
I need God help me out of this nightmare and breath fresh air...


I need God with me as I sit here and wait.....
For BETTER DAYS.....
I SIT HERE AND WAIT....................


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Embraced commented on I sit here and wait

08-09-2012

I have felt pain in so many ways I never knew were possible to exist. For me it seems to make more sense when writing of it. I can relate to the pain you feel. Most can at some point say they have felt pain in some emotional or physical way. Be well and smile. I would rather have laugh lines then frown lines! ~E

poeticmike commented on I sit here and wait

03-18-2012

I feel your pain deeply. I have that sense of urgency to want relief from so much that I go through time after time. I think its best to branch out, migrate like a nomadic traveler & move around a bit to relieve that stress & tension & even speak to people about it instead of keeping it bottled inside. I hope your dreams come true but remember you have to be strong & make do & trust in God. He is with you & He will guide your path to happiness if you have faith in Him.........Poeticmike

EyemMatt commented on I sit here and wait

03-02-2012

I feel your pain through your writing. Though I don't know from where it comes or what has caused it I believe I can connect with it through my own experiences. Please don't give up on this life, and please don't give up on yourself. Through your writings and seeing the pictures you've posted I know you are NOT worthless. Sadness, fear and regret causes one to feel worthless, but I tell you that many men given the chance would love you fully and respect you endlessly. It's never too late. And don't be hesitant to pray to God. He loves you, I know this because He has created you, and given you a beauty hard to match. He is listening and will help you if you ask Him. If you care to, read my 'White Caps & Rip Tides', 'Judas' Last Breathe', or 'Letter Never Sent' they reflect some of my moments of saddness. However, Please read my 'GROWING OF DAY', and 'GIVE LIGHT' as these are words of encouragement I offer to you. Please feel free to speak with me if you ever want to. Sometimes it's easier to talk with strangers than someone you know. Keep Smiling, and writing. And never stop praying from your heart.

NBParis commented on I sit here and wait

02-24-2012

My friend you are not alone. God is listening. And I hear you too. For you and I are of a kind. I too am sitting and waiting. You for your husband and I for my wife. Every word you wrote, every word you feel, echo my own. I have a few poems expressing my dreams, trying to bring them into reality. Please read them if you ever get the chance. " Flight 21 "; " Ethan "; " My Quiver Full "; " Countless Hours " and " Desires of Your Heart ". They are but a few, but in the end I do pray to God, hell sometimes I even scream. So your not alone, it just feels that way. You have a kindred spirit of the opposite sex, my friend. And I'm changing your handle from " Worthless " to " BEAUTIFUL ".

sevyn7 commented on I sit here and wait

02-21-2012

I felt your pain through this poem, I hope your wishes come true. I think maybe you need to go, and meet some new people, in a new place. Northern Cali is great (SF), people are nice, just a thought. But remember movement is your medicine, go take a trip, the world is yours. Best of luck to you.

In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

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