I still remember the day i was told i was going to be a mom.
I still remember the day i smiled at god for blessing me with your precious life.
I still remember listening to your heart for the first time as it beated with mine.
I still remember feeling that first tumble you took inside me.
I still remember those hormones that made me cry.
I still remember playing you symphonies from mozart.
I still remember rubbing my belly reading to you so you would hear my voice and know i was your mommy.
I still remember the day i knew you would be here, i prepared for you from day one.
I still remember the baby clothes the calendar and the books i still remember the mobile that i imagined you under.
I still remember the day i had you 8 in the morning 6 pds 7 oz of love
I still remember your daddys face the joy and the happiness i saw.
I still remember holding you for the very first time.
I still remember your heart closely beating next to mine.
I still remember your very first cry.
I still remember looking into your lovely blue eyes.
I still remember falling asleep with you in my arms.
I still remember that night i was so happy i cried.
I still remember them coming and taking you away
I still remember almost fainting that day, i felt like my life had been ripped from my soul.
I still remember asking god why.
I still remember fighting crying every day because my little girl was gone they had taken her away.
I still remember all the days i had to go to court.
I still remember all the lies and all the child support.
still remember all your photos your precious baby book i will never fill.
but the worst thing ill always remember is how i never got the chance to be a mother to a precious little girl.