I will Call out SEXUAL ABUSE! it needs to STOP!

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God Dammit! I just want this fucking bullshit to end! Everyone if anyone ever reads this please know that my heart is crying...why do people do these sick things to children...my God why did ever make this world. I am so angry at God for ever bringing us here.... Am I the only one right now thinking that Jesus dying on the cross just wasnt enough anymore?

I will Call out SEXUAL ABUSE! it needs to STOP!

A Childs Cry...

I will be damned if my fingers don’t shake as I write...

I will be damned if my mind hurts and my body convulses at the wretch thought...

I think about these innocent ones...  Ones who can’t speak and can’t tell

I think about my daughter who I fight with all of my being to save...

One who I pray every night will hold her from harm...

How dare you Evil bastards destroy a Childs right to innocence?

I will be a living sacrifice...

I will call you out...

You sick Daemons

You diluted and demented seed

Taking a child by the hand and destroying them with the same...

I lay in my bed at night and my daddy gets a feel

Don’t shut your screen off now, I’m telling you what is real.

A little girl shows you how daddy likes it with her teddy bears

A little won’t use the restroom because he says that he is too scared

I believe that the medical term is called encopresis...

I call it how I see it its really fecal seepage...

His and her body exasperated...Tired from the abuse

Big boys with big toys putting children to sick use

If you want to stop reading than that is just fine with me

But I am writing because words show just sick minded ordinary people can really be...

I never got to be a child

And neither will many other souls

I had to release my stepfather because he had me in a strong hold

I couldn’t move on with my life

Nothing I did would ever go right

I saw a little girl her name is aaliah and she show what her daddy did

Instead of keeping her safe with her mom, CPS would rather to give her to DADDY to live...

I write this because I cry every time I hear this...

I write because a piece of me dies knowing that this is really the world in which I live

Some days I just want to end it all because I know that there is a better place...

Until then I must endure knowing of quadrillion endured babies and imagining the tears on their face....

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BlackButterfly1 commented on I will Call out SEXUAL ABUSE! it needs to STOP!

01-27-2011

How sad!! But I appreciate you taking the time to write this. No human being deserves this, especially not a child. The sad reality is that it does happen and there are some unstable adults out there. I am sad that you feel the way you do about Jesus but I must say I don't think His dying was in vain. Remember, the evil in the world doesn't come from God but from the enemy.

blvdobd2009

01/28/2011

I really appreciate your comment you are absolutely right. His blood was not shed in vain, but when I read about stuff like this and think about my own past, sometimes i just wish we could have stayed in heaven with him. I just write so that I can get the anger out...but people like you who read and share the love of God are my heros! Again Thank you angelic Butterfly!

LenaM commented on I will Call out SEXUAL ABUSE! it needs to STOP!

01-26-2011

I've lived this and when I finally got the courage to tell I was branded a liar and beaten to the point of having my arm broken for telling such a horrid lie . I was at the mercy of a grandfather, an uncle and a neighbor . I never knew who be coming into my room at night . I was subjected to penetration first with small objects then full penetration of all my anus and vagina by age 6 I was required to perform oral sex not only for them but for others for money . Literally a prostitute at age 7not by choice but by circumstance, they came a gang rape age age 13 when I was brutalized for 3 days stabbed and left naked by the side of the road to die in the middle of winter. I yell scream and pound and hound the legislature in my state to stop this sanity . My heart bleed for you, for me, and the millions of others like us out there

blvdobd2009

01/27/2011

When i read your comment lena...I must say that I was horrified, I wanted to yell at the screen to just make your past dissolve, make the pain of it all go away... My dear you are an angel, and other angels hold you in their heart... I applaud your strength, and I share your pain, and my dear I carry you in my heart forever and will never forget. I will spend my life fighting for the broken children in all of us. You are a hero! My Hero!

LenaM

01/27/2011

thank you blvd there are others who've endured worse than I unfortunately and I too fight for the broken ones it's all we can do and I will continue to my last breath

shallenemcgrath commented on I will Call out SEXUAL ABUSE! it needs to STOP!

01-26-2011

I read this with tears streaming down my face. Blvd. You are so strong. So very strong. I love you for writing this. It needs to be said again and again and again. I wish I could give you one big hug right now. I could tell, just by the way that you write- that you are a survivor. You Rock woman. Keep turning all the crap of the world into your beautiful blooming gift for poetry! -You Steel Magnolia!

blvdobd2009

01/26/2011

I had to tell you thank you...I want you to know that healing from this abuse, it doesn't just happen once and then im done every time some angel speaks those word that you just did im saved all over again...I hurt when those things happen but so many more have been through it and worse I had to go through it...it created my calling...and I will live out my sacrifice...and I do it with honor...thank you my hero

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