I'm (not) all alone

Don't come in
I just want to be alone
let me be
finally I'm home
and I don't want to go
and I don't want to know
I just want to be alone
but inside I cry
wish someone was by my side
to hold me and rock me through the night

in the sun or thee rain
I try but I can't contain
I need someone to love me

but who is there
and who even cares
who will come
who will stay with me?

well I'm fine by myself
don't need no one's help
don't need no one there
no I don't care
don't want to go
and I don't want to know
I just want to be myself
and not have to worry about anyone else

but I'm lonely on the inside
and its raining for days not
end in sight
and I need the sweet sun shine
will you come in time

but no ones there
and no one care
and no one will come
and stay with me

and I don't care
I don't need anyone to talk to
and its not fair
but its all I've even been use to
so I'm not scared of what tomorrow might bring
and if I'm not there than at least I'll be free

but I'm here today
wish someone who look my way
and tell me that you love me
and want to be near me
cause times running out
and I'm still all alone
just waiting until I finally find my way home

but its not time yet
but i wont forget
that he stayed by myside
and never let me go
no he never lets me go
and I know I need him so
for he alone is holding me now
he alone will be with me then
he alone love inspite of my sin
and I know that now he's here
and I'll never be alone