In Love With A Lie

People tell me to forget you,
Your friends tell you not to contact me after all we have been through,
My heart bleeds every time I think you are with someone new,
I try to stop bringing up your name,
I feel a hundred different emotions, but they all feel the same,
My broken heart won't let me let you go,
Our unstable history every one does know,
I can't talk to you now,
Even if I could I wouldn't know how,
Why can't I accept your goodbye,
Our whole relationship was lie after lie,
You left me for another,
I thought we could count on each other,
I ask if you would leave me if you found someone better,
You went silent before you answered me further,
Then you lied and told me, "No",
Of course after that lie you broke up with me for your ho,
Some silly twit,
Who won't understand you one bit,
Why did you bother to waste my time,
When you would turn on a dime,
Go listen to your friends who know so much about us,
Make a new relationship with the twit, do what you must,
Tell them all the horror stories you can about me,
How I hurt you and wouldn't set you free,
Although it kills me inside to walk away,
A hundred emotions with nothing left to say,
I couldn't stand to be with you anymore,
I never wanted to see you again after you shut that door,
Listen to you lie to my face about your little whore,
I felt guilty to make you tell me goodbye,
But I can't live in a relationship that is lie,
I hate that I still love you,
Oh God, I really do hate to love you,
I wish I could just forget,
That way I wouldn't have this much regret.