I’m finding it really hard

To have an excuse

To keep you in my life

When your Heart wants nothing to do with mine

After sharing a moment  

With my Heart

You saw fit

To turn your back on me

So then

Why should I keep you round

In my life

You can live without me

You’ve already proven that

You don’t Love me

You proved that too

You continuously neglect me

With each wordless day

Proving a failure in companionship

So then I ask you

What good is it

To care about you

When you won’t reply

What good is it

To keep you in my life

When you want nothing to do with my Heart

Is this just

So you don’t feel awkward

So you don’t feel hated

Really what good are you

To my life

Why should I keep you in my life

What can you offer as a friend

You didn’t want to be like every other girl

But that’s exactly how you acted in the end

I thought you were special

But I was wrong

The moment you neglected me

Your special status was revoked  

I don’t need another friend

I need a companion

A beautiful woman’s Love

Not a dam text every other day or two

You’re wasting my time

And I’m beginning to regret you

I’m not being mean

Just a product of

Just a result of

Abandonment

Neglect

And not being a priority in your Heart

I’m hurt by you

Because you never really let me in

And you haven’t looked back

Since leaving my Heart

So why should I pretend

To be happy

When your hollow text come

Or when the thought of you comes

I’m not happy at all

A part of me wishes

I could just forget

You ever happened

As you live

Like I never happened

If you don’t miss my Heart enough

To give things another chance

Then just leave my life alone

You’ve become nothing but poison

To my soul

Be gone

May your dam dreams give you

Everything you left me for

I’ll have nothing more

To do with such a

self-centered

INDIVIDUAL

-Fin-