As I sit and think on our short lived past, I now can see clearly why it did not last..
The night when we met I was just a young girl, my eyes newly opened to live in this world...
Nieve also blind, young face, innocent glare; you had to take me I saw that in your stare...
My look told you all that you needed to know, young girl with no life easy come easy go...
I wish I could have known before it was too late; your heart full of game not love but just fake
I wish I would have known one time you were taken
Regretful my thoughts of you and lovemaking
I had many signs but chose not to see
the role I was taking "your fool" to be me

The voice of a woman sharing things from your life
with her, come to find she's you ex-but still your wife? hmmm?
I wish I would have known that you had a wife
before I let your seed set forth in me life
I wish I could have smell; another women's scent
As I sit here in tears...to my GOD I repent

Just thinking back when it all began
5 years full of hell; will my wound ever mend
I know my thoughts seem too sad and too long
I'm not the 1st or the last to sing this same song
I'm mad for not taking the truth when she came
Fact is, I want life and you want a "game"
03/1998 TD