It's so hard

It's so hard to say "I love you," and not draw back in tears,
It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice.
It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and now have tot make them hide.
It's so hard to live with you, when I need you more than words,
To scream how much I love you but hold and not be heard.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start cryin when I hear your favorite song.
It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known
I will never love another I would rather be alone.