Je t'aime

Closing tight old doors,
Opens the path to new life.
It's cold out,
But it all disappears.
I think it's cute;
The way we both get nervous,
Anxious,
And giddy.
Every time I see you,
I get butterflies.
Your smile,
Makes my heart melt.
When we kiss,
My mind explodes.
Each person comes with a past,
And you've taught me,
No matter how shitty,
That's what it needs to stay,
The past.
You've shown me what its like to feel,
With my heart,
Not the blade.
Turn over a new leaf.
Once you fall from that tree,
Leave it all behind;
Let it go.
Be the person you want to be.
Don't let society decide it for you.
There is nothing that I hide from you.
It's all been sprawled across the floor.
Every broken little bit,
I'm hoping you'll help me,
Clean up the mess.
Sneaking around in the dark,
Finding a leech,
But still wanting to do it again.
Paranoia sets in,
But quickly melts away.
Walking around for twenty five minutes,
For five to be lost in your arms,
Is something I'd be willing to do,
Every night!
Words cannot describe,
The way I feel inside.
You surpassed my greatest dreams.
And I'm at a loss for words.
So let's find some place beautiful,
And get lost.
I'll be your cigarette,
As long as I'm your addiction.
I love how easily,
You make me smile.
Beginnings are scary,
And endings are sad,
But it's everything in between,
That makes it worth it.
I admit it,
Sometimes,
I miss that cute face of yours.
You have this ability to make me laugh,
On the days that I just wanna cry.
The closest thing to what I feel,
Is riding bareback through the fields.
So free,
And unbridled.