Julian

Remember that first time,
You know,
When we first met.
I was having such a bad time,
Until you managed
To brighten my day.
You sent me a message,
And made me think,
"Oh goddess,
This boy has no idea who I am
Or what I'm like
Else he wouldn't have called me
His boss."
And so I smiled,
And I laughed,
And I said
That acting all soft on me
Wasn't going to get you
A higher position in the group.
But we became friends that day,
And we became inseperable.
It's been hard though,
Over this past year and a half,
Where we lost contact;
And the smile on my lips,
Slowly disappeared.
I began pushing people away,
And clinging to the few I trusted.
I've kept sending messages,
But getting no reply.
But one day,
You finally messaged me
- I swear I nearly jumped for joy -
And you told me you missed me.
Now I'm smiling again.
I'm happy again.
And I swear,
If someone were to ask
If I have a brother,
I'd smile
And say yes
And tell them your name.