Why was I born as a boy?
I never asked to be anyone's playtoy.
Would you leave your only daughter home alone?
Would she have a house key at age 10 of her own?
Are boys safer and better able to handle abuse/isolation?
Yes this little boy knew she was really a girl,
but would it have made any difference?
Would it hurt less if I was born female?
Would I have been less lonely as a latch key kid had I not been male?
Why wasn't I protected? Why was I so scarred?
I wish I could have told someone back then about being molested.
I wish my parents could have known the daughter they neglected.
Am I to believe it was God's will or that I was born mentally ill?
Did God want me to be hurt? Was I born male or female or perhaps just designed to be daddy's little girlboy?
I guess I may never know, but I do believe that God, whatever He/She is, did not want me to be a playtoy for anybody.