knew you knew


  • Death

    knew you knew

    suffering in silence, muffled my cries
    all in the same sense, everyone dies
     older now, than i was before
     funny how it's all a blur
    this cloak and mask is hiding me
    just don't ask you'll never see
     the lies i told and project
     is what i hold and protect
    it's okay and almost over
    ungrateful-ass four leaf clover
    i've lost my charm, my special token
    lost and gone, still unspoken
    what i found and i read
    this illusion in my head
    as sure as it is killing me
     i am so dead, so dead, you see
    my only friend, my enemy
    living deep inside of me
    cry aloud triumphitly
    so alone and never free
    it's almost over and okay
    i've chosen another way
    what's the point of living dead
    when you can die instead
    in the woods where i'm hiding
    through my heart this knife is sliding
    my scream, the pain, at first a shock
    slowly ticking of the clock
    not much of a letter, i'll leave behind
    my last words are never kind
    so i guess i'll be leaving you
    just because i knew you knew
    way too much of nevermind
    all of which i leave behind
    my breath so weak as it flutters
    my heart it skips as it flutters
    so warm, this blood, red, so wet
    this chill i feel under cold sweat
    my hazy vision, seeing doubles
    alone and lost, forgotten troubles
    all seem to drift awy
    softly spoken words  to say
    darkness comes, his icey hand
    stillness runs where i stand
    sweet as candy, my favorite flavor
    take me now, death, my saviour
    the trees rustle, the wind blows,
    my blood drips, no one knows
    i don't remeber, pain has gone
    life you know it, it goes on
    nothing matters of little importance
    this song it chatters, with death i dance
    soundless shatters in the silence
    life it scatters all in past tense
    sleeping, it's cold, alone so fast
    all i told is the past
    and i whisper just your name
    the words seem to disappear
    but it's just the same
    i never had you here
    a single tear i leave for you
    just because i knew you knew
    i am gone, my lifeless stare
    all because i just don't care

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    Charlie23 commented on knew you knew


    Holy S***! You sent chills down my spine when I read this!

    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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