Leaving you behind

the blood on my hands
is so frightening to me
because i know it is not my own
i turn my head and see you noe
so completely dismembered and dead
on the floor next to me
it strikes me now
that you are gone
and i am alone
with noone else to love
i am momentarily murderously enraged
i won't let them get away
for taking you away from me.
i hear their footsteps
above my head
and a moment later
the stairs, they descend
i see a gun on the ground
i lift it and pull the trigger
and thus the first one dies.
the second one stands there and trembles in fear
and for a moment i pity the poor bastard
but then i remember that he took part in killing you
then i shoot him where his heart should be.
after this i leave the room
leaving my heart and soul behind
with your horribly mangled corpse
on this dark stormy night