Letter to You, Not knowing who...

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  • Letter Of Trust

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    I wrote this as a letter and it just came out this way. I didn't mean it to rhyme and it didn't take much time. But it's about a so called friend that wants to be my boyfriend that I'm struggling to commit to when drugs and alcohol is what he chooses. Is it wrong for me to feel like this or say this?

    Letter to You, Not knowing who...
    Who R U?
    I do love you & it's a love
    that's brand new!
    But here's what I want and need,
    so please listen to me!
    I love you and I know you love me too,
    but I will NOT be with someone
    who drinks, does drugs and chews!
    I'm sorry if that offends you!
    But I've already been thru
    all that abuse and I refuse to
    always be so confused!
    I don't need your love if
    drinking and drugs is what you choose?
    I don't deserve much! 
    But  I don't use
    drugs & alcohol
    for a crutch!
    I don't need another relationship
    full of lust or unforgiving love!
    I need a man who listens and understands.
    A beginning of the future,
    not a nightmare of the past!
    I need a relationship that's meant to last!
    The time I've spent with you
    has been a blast 
    and I didn't expect it
    to fade so fast:(
    But it's time you wake up
    and really see what it is you love?
    Because I won't be another women
    to be pushed and shoved!
    I don't need no more lies
    from dishonest guys,
    and I don't need to
    regret everytime I try!
    I need someone who will be here
    and someone who cares!
    My love is extremely rare and
    I refuse to give it to a man
    who's blind to my stare!
    So, please be honest and
    respectful to me because
    happiness is what I want to see!
    Speak of words I beleive and
    make it hard for me to breath!
    Don't call me names and
    bring me further in your game!
    I already feel ashamed! 
    Why am I  always the one being blamed?
    So please listen to what I feel,
    because these words are real!
    And I'm sorry but my heart,
    someone else did steal.
    If you can prove to me
    your better then he,
    then I will give you a chance with me?
    But not with the drama, drugs,
    alcohol, what if's and why's,
    because I am willing to give you a try
    if you come clean with all the lies! 
    I am not saying all this to be mean,
    but it's the truth and if
    you love me like you say you do,
    then being with me should be all you need?
    You still think this is cruel?
    Well, it's better then the truth,
    It's words long ago you should have heard!
    I'm sorry for all the pain! 
    It's me who's always the victim
    of another man's game!
    If you want to talk to me, feel free?
    If you don't want to then I'm sorry,
    but it's time you face up to the truth?
    I didn't say this to hurt you!
    I just know you...
    and you don't know what
    your getting yourself into.
    I've tried to tell you...!
    So, please forgive me for
    wishing you were he...
    Spiritually, Physically and Emotionally,
    I need a man to love me for ME!!!
    I don't know what else to say,
    except none of this is O.K.!
    Don't take this the wrong way,
    I don't need him or want him,
    Since I met you, I want you more everyday!
    It's just he's been there for me constantly.
    And although I love him lust is all he'll ever see,
    You Are the one I want for me!!!! 
    I just want you to see what I see?!
    Beleive in God and you shall receive...
    I've tried and all I can do is ask why,
    and I'm really sorry if I make you cry?
    But I can't be the center
    of everyone's lies and
    bottom of everyone's life! 
    If you want me as your wife,
    then you'll change your life?
    I won't tell you what to do or
    where to go and that
    you should already know!
    But it's time I start taking
    control and saying NO!
    I won't go back to the way
    things were before,
    when everyday of my relationships
    I was treated like some
    dirty whore and I AM NOT!!!
    So, your on the spot,
    Am I better then alcohol and pot?
    Am I worth all you got?
    This is alot and it's my heart that rots... 
    What I thought?
    Go on about your day
    and leave me to drown in mine everyday.
    I don't need you,
    I don't need nobody!
    I am who God made me
    and someday I'll be proud to be me.
    If drugs and alcohol complete you
    then I set myself free from us
    because this ain't love.
    This just isn't enough!
    It's always whore's, drugs, or
    alcohol getting all the love and 
    I'm stuck with a handful of lust?
    When will I win?
    When is it my turn to begin?
    When will all this bullshit end? 
    Will I ever have a true friend,
    or an honest faithful man? 
    That I may never understand... 
    Hope to hear back from you
    and I'm sorry I told you the harsh truth
    But remember I am hear for you, 
    I still feel I love you,
    but not as much as I wish too...
    Only because I know you don't
    feel the same way I do:(
    Love me, your baby girl
    The end of your world...

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    StandingBear commented on Letter to You, Not knowing who...

    10-22-2010

    No wrong seen here, this is a fantastic prenup the man you love (and he loves you in return) should have to sign right before marriage.
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