ill never tell you....that...you will always be on my mind...ill always worry...ill always dream...of you...

i know...you want me to forget...but how can someone so in love..just stop? it's like ill have withdraws.. im in love with you... so deal with it. i can lie to you. and say im not. i can lie and say im over you. thats what ill do.im scared if i dont lie... ill lose you....im scared your falling away form me as i am you...im bound to you...or i was..im falling away wish i was not...but you already fell....and im standing alone...i was so terrified to love for the first time....but it was so easy with you... now you make it hard... what will you do when i drop completely away from you..when i just slip away through your finger tips...? will be happy? sad..? content? will you miss me at all?  no one is like you.....i go through my day as if im in black and white..my life has no color when im not with you..( as dumb as that sounds)i do hate that i love you so.... i hurt my self everyday..

im sorry.....im so sorry..im the way i am...the lyrics that come from my lips...are about you...so ill lie to you for the rest of my life..because i will not lose you...i refuse..