Is it healthy to think about a broken memory

To miss what you’ll never see again

Eagerly awaiting the next moment in my life

Hopefully something lasting longer

Than my last moment

When my dream

Isn’t enough

For my reality

I don’t need it

But I deserve it

I couldn’t change her

She’s perfect

The drive behind my words

The one that made me feel whole again

Is gone and now I’ve got

To move on

Hope and results

Are so different from each other

I can search and work

Practice and Pray

Yet still here I am

Without either intact

I refuse to be labeled a broken man

Nor a defeated man

I am

A man full of Love

Now show me to her

For I know she’s somewhere out there

Prospects feel faint

I will not give up

Is it time yet

For me to explore the Heart of another

Feel like I’ve been through them all

So let me find the one

I’ve never known before

I’m tired of abandonment

It’s like a leaf to a tree

It comes naturally to my life

And I hate the notion

So cold and bare to my Heart

I’m annoyed with it all

So much as I Love it

At the same time

Without knowing why

I needed understanding through the Heart

In the end I realized that

Love is much like sky diving

The point isn’t to jump and land

It’s to fly, and the sense of fulfillment you feel

From the moment you leave the plain

Till the moment you land

It’s what happens between the two

It’s the moment

Utter freedom from everything

Love should feel the same

Only shared with another

An experience beyond thought  

At times beyond dreams

I’ve flown

I’ve Loved

But no matter how hard I try

I can’t stay in the air

I can’t hold on to Love

It gets away

With the Heavens I leave behind

When I land

When I watch her leave

-Fin-