Sometimes i find it hard to breath!
I smile so no one sees this hole at the core of me!
Mother i m so scared!
SSShhh dont tell but i never said good bye.
There just never seamed to be a right time.
They morned i just cryed for they couldnt see you standing to the side.
Everyone said there goodbyes i still talk to you when i'm alone at night.
We say how beautful she is that little angle of mine.
How glad we are that i found someone wonderful to spend my life with,
and how sweet and kind and good she is to the angel and me.
I dont feel you and Idont see but we talk I still hate it when you respond to my ? with just a laugh.
Maybe it just me trying to make up for all the things we didnt say or have.
I pray its you.
Mother please how do i say goodby to you.