My Brain


My Brain

Thank you Lord for the brain I got in my head
I use it to remember
Sometimes, try to make it forget
About stuff that's banned from TV
I seen things you wouldnt believe
My son was also there to witness this gruesome scene
When his father was killed in cold blood
Right in front of him
That's something no child should of ever seen
It's a nightmare come true for me
It's not just a dream
This is my reality..
It's so real even the thought hurts
I feel like my life is cursed
But you have to take life as it comes
You only live once
I just can't forget the love of my life
I'm lonely and I miss the essence of his presence
Just for him to be in the room watching T.V.
Would be enough for me
Like him there is no other
It feels empty in my heart 

                   Like no other feeling I ever felt..........

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juice commented on My Brain


If you're ever in a moment of stillness and your mind is clear, look over to your side and there he will be. Just stay looking in that direction and give a small warm smile. I love that you shared this poem. Thank you

Marsink commented on My Brain


This is beyond just the sentiment of missing the one who is gone from your life, and that of your son. It is so real and tangible to sense the loss and the horror of your son's vision. So very sorry of your pain, Jade. I am helpless to help, but my heart goes to you on a prayer on the wind. May God give you a strong healing of this grevious wound. 10 from me

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

jadedoll’s Poems (24)

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My Brain 2
The Quest 2
From the heart 2
Another day 3
How it started 2
What we do unto others 1
"Gods place is the world but the world is not God's place" 2
I forgive you 1
How deep is your love? 1
A Love lost 1
I'll Always Love You 1
Goodbye my love 1
Working Mother 1
Life is Fragile Handle with Prayer 1
My Ball Point Pen 1
Gunshots 2
The ONE 0
*My Friend* 0
Deadbeat Dad of Mine 0
The covenant 0
The One Who Wakes the Sun 1
Peace like a river 1
More than a savoir 1
Don't eat the forbidden fruit! 2