My Integrity
I don't need you I scream
But I want you just the same
I don't need you I plead
it's taking a toll on me
for mentally, emotionally I let you in
you used it against me
to appear to be better than who I am
you have no power over me
in a denile I do stay
I did not and still do not understand
how you can take something good to you
and simply wash it from your hands
have you no heart, no soul, no worth
I can not figure it out I am at a simple loss
if I did something I would be able to see
I have done nothing and being cruel to me is what you did to me
I have much anger at this
the way you have been
not to acknowlege the things I have said
the things I have done
what, why those are what I keep asking
why do I feel to be friends with you still
do I like abuse I did not think so
but I am abused by you
from the thought of how cold you can be
to me why
I can not find a reason
I will not come to you and ask
this is what you are expecting
I can not come to you
for you are the weapon
I hate you for this
I just want you to know that
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
I am trying to believe that.
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