Day after day
Night after night
My emotions take a hold of me
As I look at you
I can’t help but feel
You know I am alone
You know I have no love
As I look at you, I want to cry
You showed me, what seems to be the world
Yes I have been in love, many times
But when I found someone like you
It made me wonder about my past
Wonder if what I felt, long before you
Wondering if that was love
For with you I feel more then I ever did
Was I dead when I thought I was in love
Or was it just not love at all
You opened my eyes, now I can see the love
I can feel everything I wanted to feel
But yet again as I look at you
I feel the loneliness and the pain again
For we seem to have a problem
One that I find I can’t fix
If this is true love, it should not hurt
As we both are in love with each other
But as I told you over and over again
I feel like we can never be together
Yes we have never came face to face
We do know how each other feels
For I sit here and you sit there
With nothing but the time we have
For you say that time will tell
You ask me to give you time
As I give you time, do you not see the pain
Do you not see I want to cry all the time
For the time I give you, you may not see
As time goes on, it is killing me
Killing me to love you as I do
Killing me to know I may never have you
Why do we need to be so far apart
Why does it have to hurt
Don’t I have enough pain in my heart
For we are so much apart, each side of the world
I told you I didn’t want the love
I told you I gave up on love
But as you came into my life
And told me you loved me and cared
Something about your words that tore me apart
Why am I opening up to love again
When my mind is telling me no more hurt, no more pain
I was in a part of my life I gave up on love
I locked away my heart and lost the key
For I didn’t want to love ever again
But again as I look at you, wanting to cry
You make me happy, but yet sad in the same way
For I feel, see the love you give to me today
Day after day, night after night
I feel your emotions coming from your heart
They fly in the air, for my heart to feel
Why did you tell me you loved me
Don’t you know that can cause so much pain
I love you more then you will ever know
As I sit here looking at you
I am alone, sad, and in love with you
All I want to do is cry, these emotions of mine
I want nothing more then to die
After I am dead would you still love me
Would you still think of me
As I sit here, hurting, crying and alone again
Please kill me now and end the pain
I want nothing more then to DIE