My Own Destruction

Time is an illusion when I cannot get enough,
It's here and gone, I'm all alone, trying to be tough,
I keep running for an unseen goal and wishing I could fly,
I struggle to keep up as time keeps on flying by,

Darkness falls along with me, I just might hit the bottom,
The Light is gone, I cannot see, the season's changed to autumn,
I'm left alone here in the dark, no one can hear my screams,
I'm destined to remain here in the dark, alone, it seems,
I here your voice, but the sound is faint, not audible to me,
I imagine that you want to save me, but however can that be?
I got me here and only I'll get me out of this seduction,
I'm all alone the fight is on, will I be my own destruction?

I'm fighting just to stay afloat and I will not succumb,
The deep end seems to much for me, I'm caught in a maelstrom,
Round and round and round I go until I cannot see,
My mind has lost control and I might be the death of me,

Darkness falls along with me, I just might hit the bottom,
The Light is gone, I cannot see, the season's changed to autumn,
I'm left alone here in the dark, no one can hear my screams,
I'm destined to remain here in the dark, alone, it seems,
I here your voice, but the sound is faint, not audible to me,
I imagine that you want to save me, but however can that be?
I got me here and only I'll get me out of this seduction,
I'm all alone the fight is on, will I be my own destruction?

Seduction, destruction, I'm caught up in the suction,
I'm looking for a great escape from this sweet abduction,
I'm drowning, asphyxiation, all across the nation,
My nervous system shuts it down, losing all sensation,

Darkness falls along with me, I just might hit the bottom,
The Light is gone, I cannot see, the season's changed to autumn,
I'm left alone here in the dark, no one can hear my screams,
I'm destined to remain here in the dark, alone, it seems,
I here your voice, but the sound is faint, not audible to me,
I imagine that you want to save me, but however can that be?
I got me here and only I'll get me out of this seduction,
I'm all alone the fight is on, will I be my own destruction?

Will I be my own destruction?
Will I be my own destruction?