this thing that happened it should be now past
but I guess in our memories that it will now last.
I thought I could be natural man but I was at a cost
now trust a thing of the past, something now lost.
I wish I could go back but things never lie
people often do tell them but I guess to get by.
was not trying to get over but just lost control
and now reeling back and lost more than my soul.
I lost my place, the man thing true and bold
I wonder what price I paid, was my soul sold.
it wasn't enough because pain goes deep inside
to sell your soul my friend is not worth the ride.
I must make amends to this to once again feel true
I must consol the hearts that I made feel blue.
depression sets because I feel what I have done
won't feel happy or relieved until my day is gone.
Just a few lines to speak what's on my heart
feeling heavy, loaded down ready to fall apart
my present, my past, not my future.