Never enough

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  • dragongarcia
  • Losing everything I loved but trying to keep going

Never enough

everything I've ever done
everything I've ever tried
never has been good enough
never will be good enough
i am loyal to who i am with
yet i am accused of cheating
i do everything for those i care for
yet no one does for me
if asked to do something 
I do asap
yet very little I've asked of others
gets put off if it ever gets done
people only care for me 
when it suits them best
then I'm forgotten
when I'm no longer of use
just like trash
I'm thrown away
I'm never good enough
as me
never pretty enough
never smart enough
never 
enough
I work myself 
to exhaustion 
i push myself
past the pain
i smile
even as i cry inside
but i am never
enough at anything
i am just worthless
a waste of life
only to be remembered 
when someone needs 
to use me
then again thrown away.
everything I've ever done
everything I've ever tried
never has been good enough
never will be good enough
i am loyal to who i am with
yet i am accused of cheating
i do everything for those i care for
yet no one does for me
if asked to do something 
I do asap
yet very little I've asked of others
gets put off if it ever gets done
people only care for me 
when it suits them best
then I'm forgotten
when I'm no longer of use
just like trash
I'm thrown away
I'm never good enough
as me
never pretty enough
never smart enough
never 
enough
I work myself 
to exhaustion 
i push myself
past the pain
i smile
even as i cry inside
but i am never
enough at anything
i am just worthless
a waste of life
only to be remembered 
when someone needs 
to use me
then again thrown away.

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Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

dragongarcia’s Poems (96)

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Being there 0
A simple thing 0
I can hear it 0
Peetza 0
Brother brother 0
Do you want me or do you not 0
Firefighters 0
Wishing you were here 1
What do you want from me? 0
My wish 0
Never enough 0
Mother 0
Using me 0
My everything 0
Lil Hoe 0
My cowboy 1
Outsider/unwa
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Many times 0
Coward 0
Not your everyday superman 1
Walked away 0
Daddy 0
Merry-go-roun
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Good Bye My Love 0
Wasn't Good Enough 0
my boys 0
stand before 1
is this a game to you? 1
lies against us 2
you 0
another day 0
fallen 0
black dragon 1
another moment 0
JUDGING ME 0
Second Chance 0
WALKING BY 1
reaching out 0
forgiving you 0
mirror mirror on the wall 0
Given up the past 0
missing you 0
eturnal paradise 0
goodbye 0
labyrinth 0
underground 0
wedding day 0
mask 2
sacrifice 2
haunt me, leave me 0
friend 0
dieing 1
my pain 0
become 0
bleed 4
hate 0
b**** 1
what to do 1
slowly 1
what would it have been like? 0
forever and always 0
fathers 0
waiting 0
all i need is u. 0
happy endings 0
i wonder 1
kelly jean 0
unknown 0
Remember 0
Tears 1
what 0
why 1
you lied 0
when yesterday is gone 2
starry nite 0
since i lost u 5
nightmare 1
never 1
my love 0
love she bares 0
In the end 3
i wish 0
heart beat 1
Halloween 0
H.A.L.L.O.W.E
.E.N.
1
forever yours 1
Eyes 1
every 0
Even 0
Dear Uncle 1
cold 0
christmas love 0
Babys first sight 0
all i can do 0
A Voice 0
21st of October 0