New Years Loner

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    New Years Loner
    The moment of before and after.

    December 31st, 11:59 pm...

    The day before...
    I was alone.
    Watching tv.
    Writing.
    Thinking.
    But still alone.

    Being there is depressing for me...

    I constantly cry...
    Always.
    And I don't know why.

    I sleep more than I should.
    And I wake up with a headache.
    My thoughts still upset.

    My dreams are what help me runaway.
    But most of them just open up my eyes to see the future.

    January 1st, 12:01 am...

    The day after...
    I was alone.
    Watching tv.
    Writing.
    Thinking.
    But still alone.

    Not much has changed from the past year.

    Except that i'm  more lonely than last year.

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    Rhymer commented on New Years Loner

    03-10-2010

    Sad write but very well written piece. In my young life there were many days I wished I was alone, and left alone. 10 from me.
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