no poetry here, just a mad rant

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    no poetry here, just a mad rant

    fucken emails... i swear if things only serve for me to snap and want to break things or someone, i get an email asking how my easter was and with a clip note from someone's life talking bout how things happend on easter last year with a "friend" and the friendship wasnt the same..... i swear i am gonna just go nuts and just rip all my hair and poke my own eyes out after this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    fu** everything......
    i mean what the hell??
    theres an endless disposition and it doesnt mean a goddamn thing!
    i think i am gonna drink inhuman amounts of coffee just to see how long i can stay up and work it all out into myself,,,,, there isnt anyone or anything that should be causing me to go nuts!
    but here i am.......
    un-remorseful and no regrets......
    when i am done with this i am just gonna be quiet and if you wanna talk you can.... i really dont care if you talk to me or not now and i am inclined to that idea.............
    its as if i am everything you want but everything you detest at the sametime and i am not sure how to take it.... you give me praise to tell me what is wrong with me and i will not take that!
    its either one way or the other..... i cant stand for anything in the middle.... love who i am or dont...... sometimes i think if you could cut out what you dont like you would...... so here is a proverbial knife and if thats the case dont expect me to be around because i am not going to be taken apart to be put back together for someone....
    you say you love me. then love me for me and not parts of me. i know for a fact i am not perfect and i dont really care to be and never will be, lol.......
    i knew what i wanted a day ago and now i dont know anything from adam and in my world the stars are even ill and at unease!
    my whole world is going insane!!!!
    to quote a group, bad religion, " more a question then a curse...."
    i am done ranting and if you want to respond to all or any of this have at it.......
    i have now come full circle into all sides of me and i love me for who i am and damnt its fu***n awsome.....
    and i wish i was manic when i wrote this

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    poett commented on no poetry here, just a mad rant

    05-26-2009

    GOOD WRITE AND REALLY HONEST!!! I truly enjoyed reading this cause sometimes i feel this way too... Many people tend to judge others as if they truly know you but even if they spend so many years living with you and you loving them they don't have a clue to who you truly are, what you want or not even understand or comprehend a word you say... I do understand what you say here because it also drives me insane when i write or say something and people tend to stare at you like if you're speaking i
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    beautifuldeath commented on no poetry here, just a mad rant

    05-17-2009

    loving yourself for who you are is the most important thing. and if no-one else can do that well then screw them. at least that is how I feel. I agreee with your rant wholeheartedly. 10 from me
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    Vampire

    06/09/2009

    yea i know how that goes. i am a freak by birth and not by choice!

    LadySamantha commented on no poetry here, just a mad rant

    04-14-2009

    heart. I do not feel my words dont serve perpous, I feel before I have been quite nieve and not as understanding as i could have been. I needto listen more carefully to you.
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