Not Me

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    Not Me



    A funny write that's what I need....
    Maybe a date or two...
    Maybe three.....

    If I could find a woman.....
    That would say yes.....
    My gender they would guess.....

    I'm not sure why they......
    Look at me so differently......
    Like I'm not me....

    I get I wouldn't date....
    A guy like you....
    I get not right now.....
    A week or two.....

    Is it me that is bad....
    The way I dress....
    Am I that scary....
    That no-one I can caress....

    I get lonely.......
    In the night.....
    No-one to lay beside.....

    I hear give in to men.....
    Go sleep with one......
    We know it means have sex.......
    But I can't to me it would be no fun.....

    I couldn't give him back....
    Any thing at all......
    What do I lack.....
    I like shopping and the mall......

    I need a funny write......
    I need some thing new.........
    I need a fantasy......
    A woman or two.......


    Not for sex ........
    Not just to admire........
    I need a few dates..........
    It's my desire......


    I'm trying not to lose heart.....
    I made a new start.....
    To become a better human......
    Not a gender......


    Once full of hate......
    And anger......
    I fucked all night with any stranger.......
    Now a real mate....
    My soul mate......
    A woman......
    A date......


    But I except......
    I might be lonely......
    But I want a funny write......
    If  anything .....
    I can laugh @ me......

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    Sydney commented on Not Me

    06-12-2010

    well, i see its funny and i had to chuckle a bit. but then a voice of my gran in the back of my mind said it wasnt funny. but at least you tried to make it funny. i understand that you tried. but please give it time. Sydney

    redbloodink

    06/12/2010

    It's all I have is time.......... red ty Sydney for trying to see the humor.......

    jtlove commented on Not Me

    06-11-2010

    I don't think it is funny at all. You screw lots of people just to end up alone. Thats a message right there. It didn't profit you at all. At least now you know better. And hopefully can warn others that it is not the path to take. May your lonely nights be warmed by true loves light. God be with you.

    redbloodink

    06/12/2010

    ty for the comment Jt...... no it didn't profit me anything...... I didn't screw lots of people...... but atleast you got the message.... when we read something @ times we can see way to far into a message, thinking we know the true answer , but w can be wrong....... but you did recieve the greatest one.... I'm waiting on the one God made for me...... red... p.s. sorry my message wasn't as funny for you as it was for me.... you see I live in a small town and I live as a woman cause I'm a female impersonator and I get a lot of heck over it..... anyway ty for the comment... red

    DPoetKat commented on Not Me

    06-11-2010

    this is heartfelt and it represents the emotional path of your journey in life. i can feel the passion through your words as well as hear you whimper softly.. i'm deeply touched and this is an amazing write. thanks for sharing your deep thoughts in such an artistic expression of the written word.

    redbloodink

    06/11/2010

    t ty for reading them..... red

    koolmom0 commented on Not Me

    06-11-2010

    Sweetie this is a sad but very well put together poem. God will bless you with the one he wants you to have...:) Kool

    redbloodink

    06/11/2010

    I know kool..... didn't mean for it to sound sad tho.... hoped it would have been a lil funny for I am laughing @ myself........ @ times any way........ I guess a few emotions can be seen here if read deep enough.... red

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