Nothing

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    Nothing

    There's nothing left in this world
    Nothing to break my fall as I crash and burn
    Broken down, pushed around
    Emptiness is all I see as I hit the ground
    Nothing above, just as below
    False prophets fill us with empty promises
    Stepping into the void with our eyes closed
    Mouths sewn shut as we writhe in NOTHINGNESS
    I die inside once again, this time of my own will
    For now there's nothing left for me to kill
    Nothing in you is any more meaningful than a cheap thrill
    I crumble and give in with no fancy frills
    Wrist slit, bound and gagged with shit as I scream at the sky "WHY WON'T YOU LET ME FUCKING DIE?" I no longer fly, or sing, or cry. Devoid of anything that defines me as one way or another, just a second hand mother fucker with nothing, FUCKING NOTHING DAMNIT! I lead an empty life of broken promise, unfulfilled dreams and strife, WHY?! My wings are torn and my eyes are gray as I plunge further down today. My hair is dirty and bloody, as is my skin, and my soul is soiled by the ignorance of sin. A humorless grin rips across my face as the threads break and the razors reach their designated place. Starving for a release as I feel the warmth of where my former self was torn, now finally I'm reborn in emptiness, and desolate decadence. I hace no desire to ve scorned as I'm adorned with the travesties of embalming. Filling an empty creature such as me, making it a whore for those left behind to adore that which they once abhorred. Just close the lid and cover me with dirt for I hate myself, and I hate you. Necrotic, as it should be. DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE CRY FOR ME!
    CUNT!!!!!
    YOU FUCKING BITCH, I'M EMPTY NOW, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
    LIKE OUR LOVE, I'M NOTHING!!!!!!!
    JUST A ROTTING CORPSE!
    AS BELOW, THEN SO ABOVE
    JUST FUCK IT LIKE YOU FUCKED ME!
    DO IT LIKE YOU MUST HAVE IT, YOU'RE THE BEST AT IT!
    Just finger fuck the one who loves you most once again
    ... and again
    .......AND AGAIN
    ............AND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    cynthiakehl commented on Nothing

    05-25-2009

    harsh, yet so very intriguing! Great job! so sorry, bout you getting fucked over, but this is one hell of a write!

    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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