October 25th, 2013

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    October 25th, 2013

     I'm so sorry.
    The more I think about it the worse I feel.
    I knew you wanted that kiss (so did I)
    So I gave it to you
    (But I should not have).
    I really shouldn't even hold you
    Or play with your fingers
    Or your hair
    Or trace your ears,
    But I lack the self-control.
    I want you to be happy so badly,
    But it's not worth the pretense,
    Because I shouldn't kiss you because  I'm lonely
    Or hold you because I know that's what you want,
    I should do it because I'm in love with you
    With my whole heart.
    The ability to kiss someone with my entire being
    Has been taken away
    And I don't know when I'll get it back.
    I'm so sorry. 

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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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