Odyssey's Desert
How long can I wonder in the Desert
Without Love
How can my life have a meaning
Without a soul mate
Deeper and deeper I go
Into the sands
Trapped by the memories
Betrayed by those who left scars
There is no escape from this place
Without Loves rescue
I’ve lived long enough to experience
All the wrong type of Hearts
And looks are not what they appear
Not who a person is, in the Heart
How am I suppose to look at beauty
Without a dampened Spirit
Without a twist of pain in the Heart
I use to look at all with Hope and promise
But there are those Hearts
That are selfish
Doing terrible things to Love
How can I protect my Heart
And not lose my Hope in Love
I stand by a belief
That there is Love out there
Somewhere
Waiting and searching for me
As I am for her
Is this just a selfish fantasy
Made for the sake of my Heart
I’ve given so much of my life
So much of my time
For a woman I haven’t met
I use to have walls
I use to be able
To protect my Heart
From the wicked
But those walls have been worn down by time
And I have no filter anymore
I can’t shield myself
From the selfish
In fact I embrace them
With arms wide open
Only to end the day
Hurt even more
The entire force that has driven me
My entire adult life
Has been nothing more
Than my search
For my soul mate
For True Love
Knowing this
And having the gifts GOD gave me
I never cheated on a single woman
Never gave up on a woman I Loved
I always fought for what my Heart felt
For who I believed in
I confess
A repeated mistake through the years
Was leaping from one woman to the next
After a woman would abandon my Heart
I never gave my Heart time to properly heal
Or learn
From what had happened
I always tried to go back in time
Always tried to fix
What wasn’t in their Heart
I wanted it to be one of the four I loved so badly
But not one of them
Was the one
This Desert is teaching me one hard lesson after the next
One being
GOD has a plan for me
I have a destiny, a path
To follow
It leads to Love
But first I must defeat myself
My past
My demands
My scars
My desires
These must be dealt with first
Before I can find my true meaning
Find myself
Then…
Then I’ll be ready for “Her”
May she reach out through my Dreams
And touch me with a tender kiss
Healing the pain
Until I can complete this journey
Through the Desert
I Love you
-Fin-
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