I remember that day,

when you walked away,

you stabbed my heart,

there was nothing I could say.

This was in February,

and now it's fall,

I'm still in love,

you were my all.

I want to be done,

and get over you,

but it's just so hard,

there's nothing I can do.

I live in the shadow,

of my past,

blaming me,

why our relationship didn't last.

Now each day,

seems so dark and empty,

living each day,

so full of envy.

I just want you to see,

all the pain I feel,

sufferings I bear,

but my pains I wont reveal.

I cry most nights,

thinking of you,

so much in love,

just wish you knew.

So maybe one day,

I'll tell you my pain,

and how my tears,

seem to fall like rain.

And when he sees,

the love I still bear,

I hope he is heartbroken,

for the love we used to share.

Then I will have closure,

for the first time in seasons,

knowing I've hurt him,

for my pains same reason.