I see your laugh in me
When you smile…it shines up my whole world.
You’re chaotic but very calm and pleasing...

How perfect do I say you are?

You’re the kiss that puts me to sleep
You’re the Dream that arose into realty.

The soft, delicate part of you brings pleasure…
To the tips of my hands, my life, my soul
Oh! And my Spirit.

You see how God made you for me?

I still walk with you throughout the day
Even when your not here
Our conversations still replay in my head
Even when I’m speaking to someone else.

I will always miss you dear
That way, you will always have my heart.

I will give to you…
The moon, the stars
I will carry God with me to get through any situation
He will have me give my all to you
For he knows, just how perfect you are.

I’m waiting for energy
So we can enjoy our moments playfully.

Where’s your mind when I really need you?
Where are your thoughts when I hunger for knowledge?

I see you when you look at me
The image in your eyes….so crowded
Trust…limited
Passion…but no desire
Battling with the idea of who gives and takes

I remember with just one touch
You were able to enter yourself in me and blow my mind
You created possibilities
Now you erase the idea of “you and me.”

 Part 2:

Missing you doesn’t describe how I feel when I think of you
Agony is not strong enough of a word to describe the hurt in my heart.

I will cry, for there are no words left to speak
My whole body will shake, to know that I may never see you again.

I want to feel angry for being misled
Or is it just me, being stupid for thinking something could have been?

Oh God! How gentle you are…
I carry your spirit in me
Thank you for showing me the laughter in life.

Please! I want you to fight through this with me.

Baby! Expose to me your light through your smile
Proud to have your lips touch mine.

I’ve been formed perfectly for you
Speak to me the heavens to draw me closer.
Reach for me and protect all that is yours.

I’m pleading, I’m pouring out my heart that God has given me
Just to be able to show you my love once more.

Do you remember that intense passion when you would stare at me…I would stare at you?
Oh! How real you are. Please! Look at me like that again.

Forgive Me.