Pieces Misplaced

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    • Mayuna
    • Anata wa Naraku no hana ja nai ~ You are not a flower of Hell

    Pieces Misplaced

    At first you wonder where has it gone
    A very important piece of you that seems misplaced
    Each day you fret what to do
    Eventually before long the feeling comsumes
    Then you fake a smile adn act like everything is okay
    All you want to do is cry
    Watching each day slowly pass by
    The only comfort you have is sleep 
    Not wanting to wake up from its sweet embrace
    Every day is a challenge as time marches on
    Until you simply just don't care
    Daily tasks become a chore
    You ask yourself how much more can one endure
    Still you must force yourself into family and work
    Even though you can not seem to focus on your own self worth
    Once you reach a level of utter despair
    It becomes a sea of self loathing
    Raping away your sanity
    Demons and devils reach out pulling you into their icy depths
    Until you look in the mirror and realize that it is only in your head
    This is what it is every day for me
    I am through pretending that I am fine
    It is simply too much work
    Isn't it so much easier not to care
    Watch as time passes by in the outside world
    While I hole myself indoors
    That, for me at least, is what it is to be depressed 

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