Post War Of Love

I tremble to a darken cold sweat
of needy, unwanted passionate thoughts of you
how dare you be the one of my
contentious rapturous, wet dreams
how dare you be in my
every wanting shaking thought

madness caress every
part of my being
because I have forsaken
your strong warm manly arms 

each and every craving
has evoked torches
of burning flames of fire
spilling out bombardment
of  yearning, desire

I want only you
i need only you
I can not be with you 

your lips
your mouth
will be missed
and my mind
will forever miss
that kiss

and someday I, will
be stronger and leave
all of this, and not just
in my mine (mind)