Last night I was in a peaceful sleep dreaming of things in store when a wave of anxiety appear when I seen your face appeared at my door. I woke up frustrated to the fact that you still rested in my mind, in my dreams. How could you still linger with me when you’re no longer in my love scene? I ask and pray for an explanation to this unsettling revelation.  Am I over you?  I thought I was moving on. So why are you still in my heart when the love we shared has gone?

            I opened my door this morning and say a note from you saying hello. What’s the meaning of you coming back when you were the one to go? The feeling that I caught the first time I laid eyes on you overcomes me and confuses my soul. As I try to pick up the pieces you broke that makes me whole. What is this? Why do I feel such a mess? Could I love you now any more or less? So much happen between us in the months and today I feel like I shouldn’t give a fuck… but I do. Tell me why I can’t be through with you? Why are you still in my system? And why do I still feel like the victim? What do you want from me? Why are you here when you told me I wasn’t you destiny?

            I wish for things to be different, I prayed that all the memories couldn’t be remember… but they are and with that fact I feel so far gone. I pray to God above to answer my Questions of Love.