"THESE TEARS THAT I CRY, ARE HARD TO EXPLAIN",,NOT SURE OF THE CAUSE,,,EITHER "STRESS" OR IN "PAIN".
IF I HAD TO DECIDE, I'D HAVE TO SAY "BOTH",
I DON'T HAVE TO TELL THIS,,,,,,I'M NOT UNDER OATH!
I FEEL THAT I'M SLIPPING, IN THAT"HOLE ", IN THE ROAD!
AND I DON'T WANT TO DIE, BEFORE MY STORY IS TOLD.
I'M TIRED OF "STRUGGLING", WHAT'S THE "COWARD'S" WAY OUT!
I KNOW IN MY "HEAD", BUT MY "HEART'S" STILL IN DOUBT.
"HOW" WOULD I DO THIS, AND MAKE IT LOOK RIGHT?!! WOULD THE "DIFFERENCE" GIVE COMFORT TO MY  LOVED ONES AT NIGHT!!!!!!!?                                                                                  ANIGHT?
I'VE "SUFFERED", FOR YEARS, AND IT'S MAKING ME "WEAK"!
AND THE END OF MY "NERVES" ARE RIGHT AT THEIR PEAK!
I'M NOT FEELING "SORRY", OR "BLAMING" MYSELF!
I WISH I WERE "BOTTLED", AND PUT ON A SHELF.......
THERE'S DAYS I FEEL "STRONGER" AND FEEL I CAN "COPE",
THEN DAYS COME AROUND, THAT I JUST GIVE UP "HOPE".
I "BELIEVE" IN THE "LORD"AND WHAT HIS "POWERS" CAN DO,
BUT TO "ERASE" ALL MY :SORROW",
HE'S WASHED HIS HANDS TOO!
"SO" NOW THAT YOUR'RE THINKING "SUICIDE NOTE!"
I'LL LEAVE YOU WITH KNOWING,,,,,,,,IT'S JUST A "POEM" THAT I WROTE!........

                               CAROLYN LOVE