Ramblings of a Confused Chick

Your eyes are every where;
nothing goes un-noticed;
you catch the game on one television
the weather on another
you notice how the couple next to us...
the girl wants to stay and hear the song
that just came on, the guy rolls his eyes
and thinks "Honey, I'll buy you the C.D."
you chuckle as you take it all in
...but all I care about is your eyes

I talk about us...
the fear that's been eating me for months,
the first time I've been honest enough
to let my fear take form in words
where is this going, what happens next
without saying it
I'm asking you for your reasurance
...not what I get
you can't tell what the future holds
without saying it, you say loud and clear,
you can't trust me...how can I blame you?

I want your eyes on me;
I want to be noticed
you catch so much, is it possible you've missed this?
you see how I watch you
searching, smiling, teasing,
I tell you, "that's not very reasuring,
but at least your honest."
I wonder why this distance
why have you changed the subject
I'm searching for you heart
your searching our surroundings

My training is to look inside
to figure out the emotions, the mind
your training is to scan the environment
detect threats unseen, something out of place
to protect yourself...protect yourself from me?
You've ignored the question in my eyes several times
I don't care what goes on around us
all I care about right now is you and me
But there is danger in the air
it hasn't caught you unaware
is it here?