I finally talked to a real man last Saturday night,
 Being around him and looking into his eyes just felt so right!
He spoke to me like I was a human, He is a real man!
The soft touch of his hands, The love of his words
Made me wish more and more that he wasn't with her!!!
I've known them both for years,
But I've also been out of the picture.
I've thought about him often and wondered everyday how he was...
And Saturday night just wasn't enuf time to catch up!
 All I do now is think about him and what he's doing?
If maybe he's thinking of me too? I can't wait to see him again soon!
Borrowed my money and now won't call me,
He was only using me!
I looked up to him as a Friend
Maybe even a brother?
I should call Tony or his lover?
Maybe both? I need closure?
I need my money more then he does,
Why should I suffer?
I'll tell his girlfriend and then he'll suffer?
But my true friends remain at church
The pastor, his family and his brother
They all help me thru!
They Help me foget my past and torture that brought me to you,
I know now I won't ever again be black and blue,
Used and abused and I will FORGET the pain that you all put me thru!!!
I hope this was a sign from God
finally able to speak to a REAL MAN
A friend who seems to understand
on June 28, 2009!
And Let it be known He sure is FINE!!!!