remember

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    remember

       im all alone in this heart of mine
    feeling all the shame and guilt
      waiting for even the smallest sign
    that my life is worth being rebuilt

    I am stuck in my mind
      with the visions of the night
    to my room he would find
      and i was too scared to fight

      I remember his hands
    always where they shouldnt be
      always making his silent demands
    closing my eyes to not see

    Maybe i could pretend it wasnt real
      and i could make it all go away
    not to remember how it used to feel
      and start all over with today 

      I will rebuild my life
    no matter how long it takes
      no more pain cutting like a knife
    no more hearing how my heart breaks.......
     

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    HarverTomsson commented on remember

    06-10-2009

    I hope the act of putting this pain in print brings out the inner strength to move past your memories into a more hopeful future. This is one courageous poem.
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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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