reminders of you

every song i hear
reminds me of you
and the painful hole in my heart
throbs with longing.
you left me battered and bloody
without a final goodbye
and now this feeling i love with
just makes me want to die.
you were my everything
and i wanted you to be my future
but now im sittin here all alone
with noone to sew me back up.
with each beat of my heart
my agony grows worse
and my life is truly meaningless
without you in it.
i think its safe to say
that i sould hate you
for causing all this hurt
but, regretfully, i dont. i still love you.
as long as your happy
ill just grin and bear the pain
and leave you to live on
while im waiting on the sidelines.
the months turn to years
and you've moved on with grace
but im still trapped in the past
by your angelic face.
pain is all love is
nothing more, nothing less
and that is all it will ever be
until a miracle happens