Say goodbye to me

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Say goodbye to me

This game we play has got to end,
I am taking you for a ride,
I know how much you care for me
I know you'd do anything
Just to see me smile
And you know I love you 
But I can't be in love with you
You are one of my dearest
I hold you close to my heart
But I can't give it to you
I have to end this drifting
We can't pretend its working
Cos it's really not
The door you want to open
Has been sealed years ago
And no amount of loving
Can open what can't be found
There are no breaks to let you in
But still you pound on the walls
Surrounding my grieving soul
I don't want to hurt you, never,
But you ignore my words
Time after sordid time
Pretending your every touch
Melts a portion of my pain away
I am too broken for you
To spend your days loving
Too much baggage to forget
And too many years to remember
For anything you do to change me
So here where you never come
I write the words 
You don't seem to understand
Hoping thoughts can drift
Through the very air
To your dreaming heart
And let you go 
Swiftly to someone more 
More than me
And my frozen tears

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imyourbrat commented on Say goodbye to me

01-06-2010

Wow, that says alot in such a short amount of space and time. nice,very nice.

Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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