Just because I let her in

Doesn’t mean she Cares

Just because she knows the stories

Doesn’t mean she understands

Just because I gave her my Heart

Doesn’t mean she Loves me

Just because she’s in my thoughts

Doesn’t mean she’s thinking about me

I gave her more than she took

She’s a memory in my Heart

Barley remembered by her

She carries on with her life

I’ve faded from her attention

Completely lost to her interest

I try to tell myself

It doesn’t hurt

To see her go

To no longer know her touch

But I can only lie to myself

For so long

Truth is

I miss the way she use to make me feel

Now I feel like a burden to her Heart

How is one suppose to act in such a situation

I keep telling myself

To continue  

Letting her fade me out

Don’t want to hold her up

From living her life

Following her Hearts calling

Just kinda stings the Heart

To no longer be a part of her life

 She made me Happy

And that’s something hard to find in my life

So here I lay

In my bed

Under candle light

 Torn by the fact

She never text back

Truth is

I need to Cowboy up

This ride known as life

Aint over yet

Just swallow the pain

Take the sting

Let it heal over

Move forward in life

What more can I do

-Fin-