Should I?

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    Should I?
    Should I?


    Sitting in my room, thinking about you
    All I have is a thought
    Memories, nonexistant what I am to do

    When I have you near me what should I say?
    Should I say I love you, should I say I hate you. Should I be honest or should I lie ooh Should I say I missed you all these year Or should I blame him for not drying my tears All I know is that it wasn't fair, should I ask if you care

    Can't walk me down the aisle
    No father daughter dance
    When you've missed all my trials
    When you're by me will you hold my hand cause i need you to just understand
    Should I take you in my arms or should I let you be? Should compare us will you be a masterpiece? ahhh I have been by myself wishing you show up should I tell you that or just keep my mouth shut. I wish answers would come easily
    Knowing your not far from me,
    Gives me peace and hurts so deep
    But I trudge on through


    Should I love just like my mother? Should I let you go like you did to me? Or should I keep you by my lonely side and never loose you again

    Should I find you.......

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    FlowerGirl commented on Should I?

    11-10-2009

    Hello Heather84,, I Enjoyed Reading This Write. It Is Real And From The Heart. To Yearn For The Need Of Someone That You Never Had In Your Life, Means That You Must Not Only Face The Excitement Of Finally Meeting Them And Having Them In Your Life, But, It Also Means Allowing Yourself To Be Open And Feel The Negatives As Well. Which Makes It Difficult To Face...Respectfully, If I May Say..I Feel That You Should Try To Embrace The Idea Of Finding Him, Especially, Since You Have Entertained The Thought Of Doing So.. It's Just A Matter Of Bringing Everything Into Existence... Once You Find Him, If He Is As Sincere As Meeting You As you Are Him,, He Will Already Be Prepared,, For Most Of The Questions And Feelings That You May Feel The Need To Express. And Will Allow You To Do So...But, I Feel That, It Is Also Important To Give Him A Chance To Be Heard As Well.. Once this Is Done Mutually Between You..Then Bonding May Begin..Hopefully!!! But, When Ever Emotions Are Involved..It Is Usually Best To Take One Step At A Time..And Heather, Just Food For Thought.. Ask Yourself, " Can You Go On For The Rest Of Your Life Not Knowing, And Be Ok with That? If You Can, Ok But, If You Can't ,Then, Perhaps, You'll have Your Answer Of Possibly What Is The Best Measure For You To Take...And Who Knows, He May Be Just As Excited To See You!!! My Mother Left Me As A Toddler Bout 2Years Old, I Remember Every Detail About That Day...I Am Glad I Found My Mother Again. Although We Don't Share A Close Relationship, We're Working On That. But At Least I Don't have to Wonder Anymore!! I Wrote A Poem About It Called " I Don't Hate You Momma" Perhaps You'll Enjoy Reading It...Let Me Know.... Please Continue To Be Encouraged And Inspired, I Feel That You Have Yet To Touch The Surface Of Many Interesting And Yet Unexpected Surprises Within That Are Waiting To Evolve!!! Till Next Time, Be Blessed, Thank You For Sharing Angel Eyes,
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