Smile
Sometimes I just smile
Regardless the feelings
Or situation
I’ve got a desk full of feelings
In the middle of a field
Files and files of emotions to go through
I sit behind that desk
With no out let
I get nothing done
The papers, the feelings keep stacking up
One after the other will stop by my desk
When they leave
I have more to go through than when I started
At least I have a view of my life
Plenty of open space
When it rains I feel every drop
Like every tear I’d ever dropped
Weather clears
People walk by
I’m stuck here
In this open field
I watch them get smaller and smaller as they move on with their lives
I’m stuck here till I get through all these papers
All these memories
All these feelings
I need to sort through them
To leave this desk
And see what’s beyond this field
I need help
Just can’t find the right one
To show me
Free me
From myself
I know I need to do this on my own
It’s hard
At times it hurts
Cause this is all I’ve ever known
Being alone
So I just smile
What better can I do
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