I sit back and begin to wonder

I fear and laugh for those so brave

This rage inside growing thunder

Anger owns me as a slave

Intoxicating, this drink I hold

With every sip I start to slip

This growing wrath burns so bold

I bite so hard to bite my lip

But then I speak as if I am told

With every slip, I take a sip

And I break this fucking mold

Then my friend you start to see

This rage I have inside of me

That tugs and pulls my sanity

Keeping me from being free

Boiling hot and lashing out

I’ll tell you now what it’s about

I hate my life, I hate to hate

I hate this hate I create

This dark passion I have inside

That I try so hard to hide

I have a thirst, I crave to kill

Up my spine it leaves a chill

All the blood I want to spill

And so bad to make it real

With this knife I hold so near

On my skin I have no fear

I see my veins they are so clear

No goodbyes to you my dear