suicide
Getting started to drink away,
Captain Morgan’s parrot bay
All this pain that stings so deep
Drinking till I fall asleep
Should have stayed my ass at work
I’ve been an ass and a jerk
All day long I’ve been drinking
All these thoughts I’ve been thinking
to find my way where I belong
Like hearing the same old song
Stupid shit it sounds the same
Things I write are so lame
Bored as hell still not drunk
I called my friend a fucking punk
I caught a buzz and a bit tipsy
I should become a fucking gypsy
Moving on and left behind
All that waits is what I find
No home I know that ’s my own
All the things I’ve been shown
Has got me here and no better
Simple words in a letter
Say I’m late and didn’t know
Noisy owl, screaming crow
Annoying me as they follow
Knowing me, I am hollow
My ass I work , I’m so broke
This job I have is a joke
4 dollars less than I deserve
A ball to hit in a curve
I’m sick of this game we play
Each and every single day
As the days keep passing by
The less I care, the less I try
I’ve forgot the point to life
Soothing end, sharpened knife
Through my skin blood still flowing
Flashing back days of growing
Dad and things I blocked out
Beating me as I shout
Metal buckle rips my skin
Because I’m bad and I sin
Worthless child, scream at me
Lost the sparkle I used to see
Not quite alive anymore
Blood still pouring on the floor
Dreary times, there were so many
Happy times, I haven’t any
Hoping death is coming soon
On this night in early June
I gasp for air not worth breathing
For this life I am leaving
Farewell my friends and all of you
Why I’m dead, you’ll have no clue……
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